JaBberwocky

You know what, i realize that life is like a jabberwocky. You create something to live on but at the end you find out that it is actually meaningless. After all, it's you, yourself who want it to be like that.
I have no guts to point something unbeneficial to anybody or me. But just to be frank, my freedome have never been good like these current particular days. Hehe..Lol..
Im going to end up things that terribly burdening my freedom. It's so call my "NIGHT JOB" that im talking about. Not to confuse the outside readers. (killin yourself for teriyaki and turn into sort of an a** h**e,but doesn't know what the hell that teriyaki thing is. Aiseh!)
I know I'll maybe going to miss this situation of having a really shitty tiredness ever. I suppose working day and night shall make me act out of my mind; mumbling idiot topic, getting more sleepy, less talk like i've done never before, become a truly ass hole infront of my sweetest friends and even more worst doin less chit chating with people around! Wow..moron. This isn't the way i do before taking part in the very cognition of vampire's life (clubbers is what im trying to say).
Have you guys ever heard of this song; "Angels" by WAX POETIC? Listening to this kind off soul song makes me feel blues..Yucks! Hate it so much. I feel like im in the 50's - 80's life. Uhuu..im so not into that dude. Anyway the big BBUUTT (BUT) here is, if I ever feel sad or isolate, suprisingly without hesitation, im kind off putting myself together with that in-blues rythm. Secretly (not telling the truth) it makes me feel like whole again (just joking and try to make it happen which will never be real).
So for the very end of this post, I would like to thanks myself for making me proud. Nevertheless,I hope n wish myself a very 100000000x ALL THE BEST & MAY GOD BLESS YOU. Life isn't bad at all. Only need a simplifier and some of love flavour, then it'll be better! MUAXX!! Cupp.. ;')