Hey, good morning to all!
It has been a long period since i'd published my very last post on d...forgot already.
The phrase "NOTHING IS PERFECT" keep on banging in my head. I think i shall stick to the concept of that idea; i must stay humble, I can not differentiate whom i meet, see or chat with; i shall be clear with myself not to act out of my control (for an example: pretending to be 100% countable while inside of this honest but naughty self, im quite sure with what im doing).
By being truth to oneself or more, I did bumped onto a lot of people who were exactly I can call Mr. & Ms. Pretender. They were actually just wanna get some publicity unintentionally. Too bad for them as things are meaningless without telling @ showing the real thing (got what i mean?)
When people give out their question, others together with their sudden action may try to give the best shot by providing good answer, but at the same time they act uncontrollably without noticing how they do it.. ?? Bluurrr??..I bet you are. This is kinda average stage of a puzzle you need to settle up.. LoL
I try to think for another point to spread story from but i just couldnt help myself. Aiseh! Give me some time then..
Oyea..do you have any idea why out of sudden i post this plot today? Easy! A reason that anybody possibly be able to guess; 2 hours ago, I saw the sequence of event concerning the storyline above. A pair of my be-50/50-likes friends experiencing sorrow today. Eventhough previously they acted like tai-ka-jie; comes to a topic about the way they speak, eww..i feel like annoyed looking at them. As a matter of facts, things are like this..Nothing is prefect!
Tuesday, May 27, 2008
Tuesday, May 13, 2008
* soRrY bEll3*
Now i know! It's very annoying to realize the truth but that's the fact happened. I feel terrible discovering the person i trusted so much backbitting me. For about how many years this couple had been together, but yet still can not keep on making changes n trouble..
The moment i get to know the real stuff, i was broke into pieces. I want to ignore what i feel because i couldn't face the pain. He was so mean man!
I told my cousins the things i've suffered, from head to hair. She almost roll down her tears. She said that if she were me, she would not know what to do. She would probably have commit suicide. She said that she feel proud to see that im able to handle my problem indipendently. I also feel the same way to me, and i thank to the Lord how i appreciate the life @ attitude He gave me.
Too good to be true. I keep on thinking of that phrase. Makes me cry a river. I thought i know the person that i used to love, i thought i know how loyal he is to me, i thought i know everything about him and that he would never ever betray me. Look at me now? What had he done? It was actually a great terrible facing with feeling and heart matter. Not something people could simply ignore and let it be. But all i hope for me, myself is only a strong mental so that nothing bad could effect my life.
Even though my life is about a sad tale which probably may cause the readers cry, but im lucky to have such great @ best friend with me. They had always sorround me no matter what kind of situation im in.
I'd lost so many best thing since im together with the "demon". his beauty lips keep on producing sweet promises which actually a type of filthy animal's trick to trape their prey. So damn pathetic!
Huh..i dont want to think of all this stupid sad story anymore. Im sick of dealing tough critical moment. Im sick of acting and pretending. Sick of following others command. Im done!
The moment i get to know the real stuff, i was broke into pieces. I want to ignore what i feel because i couldn't face the pain. He was so mean man!
I told my cousins the things i've suffered, from head to hair. She almost roll down her tears. She said that if she were me, she would not know what to do. She would probably have commit suicide. She said that she feel proud to see that im able to handle my problem indipendently. I also feel the same way to me, and i thank to the Lord how i appreciate the life @ attitude He gave me.
Too good to be true. I keep on thinking of that phrase. Makes me cry a river. I thought i know the person that i used to love, i thought i know how loyal he is to me, i thought i know everything about him and that he would never ever betray me. Look at me now? What had he done? It was actually a great terrible facing with feeling and heart matter. Not something people could simply ignore and let it be. But all i hope for me, myself is only a strong mental so that nothing bad could effect my life.
Even though my life is about a sad tale which probably may cause the readers cry, but im lucky to have such great @ best friend with me. They had always sorround me no matter what kind of situation im in.
I'd lost so many best thing since im together with the "demon". his beauty lips keep on producing sweet promises which actually a type of filthy animal's trick to trape their prey. So damn pathetic!
Huh..i dont want to think of all this stupid sad story anymore. Im sick of dealing tough critical moment. Im sick of acting and pretending. Sick of following others command. Im done!
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