* soRrY bEll3*

Now i know! It's very annoying to realize the truth but that's the fact happened. I feel terrible discovering the person i trusted so much backbitting me. For about how many years this couple had been together, but yet still can not keep on making changes n trouble..
The moment i get to know the real stuff, i was broke into pieces. I want to ignore what i feel because i couldn't face the pain. He was so mean man!
I told my cousins the things i've suffered, from head to hair. She almost roll down her tears. She said that if she were me, she would not know what to do. She would probably have commit suicide. She said that she feel proud to see that im able to handle my problem indipendently. I also feel the same way to me, and i thank to the Lord how i appreciate the life @ attitude He gave me.
Too good to be true. I keep on thinking of that phrase. Makes me cry a river. I thought i know the person that i used to love, i thought i know how loyal he is to me, i thought i know everything about him and that he would never ever betray me. Look at me now? What had he done? It was actually a great terrible facing with feeling and heart matter. Not something people could simply ignore and let it be. But all i hope for me, myself is only a strong mental so that nothing bad could effect my life.
Even though my life is about a sad tale which probably may cause the readers cry, but im lucky to have such great @ best friend with me. They had always sorround me no matter what kind of situation im in.
I'd lost so many best thing since im together with the "demon". his beauty lips keep on producing sweet promises which actually a type of filthy animal's trick to trape their prey. So damn pathetic!
Huh..i dont want to think of all this stupid sad story anymore. Im sick of dealing tough critical moment. Im sick of acting and pretending. Sick of following others command. Im done!