RaZ mA taZ

I wake up at 9pm, straightly go to take my bath. It's so terifying whenever the water that i pour started to run down my body. weew..what a shit! Just after i finish cleaning my entire body, i retransform to a clubbing girl for my so call night job. Please do not misunderstood me. It's not that im doing bitchy stuff, but to earn saving so that i can support myself. If somebody asking me whether i am really into this kind of work field, i would say that they're wrong. Actually, other than earning, i also wanna enjoy all sort of excitement including showing my talent. My self tell me that "you don't have to be afraid if you've done nothing wrong", "you don't have to be shy of popping out your skill that others dont have", "you have to have self-confident cuz you are who you are and that nobody can bring you down".



My journey to my 'night office' take me about 20 mins to reach. While sitting inside my bf's car waiting to be there, i just couldn't get off my nerve. Im gonna bring you down on the journey of how i get mad. There is this guy that drives the car that im in it, he keep on asking me same question (forgot his words already). At first i didn't really listen to him, but then things begin to rouse up. He got himself at the end of my patient and so did i scold him. Haiya..i dont mean to hurt his feeling.

Standing on stage isn't cool. It's like you're embarassing your own self. LOL. My first set of performing makes me feel nervous and a bit shy. Thats why, when i wanna scream on top of my lungs, my voice may vibrating. When it happen, one of the band boy ask me, why i didn't do the best of what i have? Yaikss..how can that be? Dont know a thing!

Last night i met a few cute & handsome guy. They were all like, "ooww..hello? am i dreaming of meeting this lady??" haha..LOL..Im just an ordinary person who loves bumping and have a really nice chat with anyone. I dont care their reputation actually but to be frank, i do need to calculate their self attitude-point for i am a picky person if it was about getting contact number. If the person im gonna have dialogue with is kind of unreasonable person, then i'll just directly ignore them. Wasting precious time only. hoho..